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Finally ended my diploma studies.... Need to plan my future again..... Wat to do ler??? Want to continue study?? Or work?? If study wat course should i take?? Continue take International Business course or change to other business courses?? If work wat job can i do....??? Haiz.... Or Maybe i can study part time n morning go to work??? Confusing.....

When studying in diploma hope to graduate faster coz can come out to work n earn money... But now i realized that is not easy like wat i think last time.... Bcoz it's not easy to make decision so that the decision that i made, i won't regret in future.... N can have a bright future.... Haiz...... Difficult..... Suffer.....

Tomorrow going to Pulau Perhentian with coursemates.... Hope that everyone can enjoy the trip.... n hav a nice memories.....

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5 octobre

Happy Day????

          Yesterday went out with my best fren, Chiou Boon...... We went to 1U...... We went there at 12afternoon... Then we went to Neway sing k.... Very fun.... Coz just have both of us only.... We sing til like crazy gal.... haha.... Then there got salad buffet til 1pm.... Wah..... We very greedy n took many food.... At last we can't finish it.... Coz the food not very delicious.....
       We sang til 3pm..... After that we go to watch movie.... Watch 'Rob-B-Hood'.... It was quite nice to watch..... N the baby in that movie very cute...... hehe..... But the kid that sit behind me very noisy n naughty..... N got a women sit beside me who carry a baby with her.... At begining the baby is sit quiet watch the movie 1..... Watch til half.... The baby start to cry already..... Arrrh......!!!!! Very hate la....!!!! Noisy!!!!Noisy!!!! Made me can't concentrate to watch the movie...
       Then we go back at 9pm... We go to autopay machine to pay for the parking fee....My fren put the ticket to the machine..... We thought is RM1.... Coz every time we also paid RM1 only.... But yesterday the parking fee was RM7.... Oh My God..... Y suddenly charge so expensive???!!!! Haiz...... Next time dun 1 drive there already......

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4 octobre

快乐???不快乐???

我真的很不快乐…！是我自己不知足呢？还是在我的生活上，神已经渐渐消失了？

什么是爱呀？爱究竟是什么东西啊？为什么它好像没有在我的生命里出现过？我好像是独自活在这世界……很孤单…很寂寞…为什么我会有这样的感觉啊？到底是为什么啊？

为什么我会出现在这个世上啊？我是一个笨蛋…一个什么专长都没有的笨蛋……我活在这个世界上的意义是什么？我不知道……

快乐？什么是快乐？这两个字眼对我来说好像很陌生。为什么会这样？是我不懂得如何去珍惜和享受它吗？我好失败对吧？

我不知道要如何去面对身边的一切人、事、物…包括我的未来…还有…神……所以我选择了逃避……因为我不知道还有什么更好的办法了……

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27 juin

Self-examination....

What i did in this few month?? I also don't know..... Just feel that my life is very BLUR ..... No pray, no study bible, no mood to study in college and even church.... i rarely go to church recently...... Really very down and terrible.... What happen to me...huh??? Just passed the time meaningless.... What i gonna to do??? Who can help me?? And my future..... haiz..... my future can use this word to describe--BLACK... I don't like what i'm studying now.... but is already 4th semester... Still have 2 semester i'll finish my whole diploma course.... So don't know want to quit or not.... coz really not interested in the course... God..... Where r u?? I really need ur help.... R u still be with me?? Or already left me behind because of me very far from u?? Please give me the power to face all my problems..... I love u lord...... Please don't leave me alone....